MENS SUSPENDER : In the billiard room Nejdanov came across Mariana. She was standing with her back to the window, not far from the door of Madame Sipiagina's boudoir, with her arms tightly folded. Her face was almost in complete shadow, but she fixed her fearless eyes on Nejdanov so penetratingly, and her tightly closed lips expressed so much contempt and insulting pity, that he stood still in amazement. "Have you anything to say to me?" he asked involuntarily. Mariana did not reply for a time. "No . . . yes I have, though not now." "When?" "You must wait awhile. Perhaps--tomorrow, perhaps--never. I know mens suspender little--what are you really like?" "But," Nejdanov began, "I sometimes feel . . . that between us--" "But you hardly know me at all," Mariana interrupted him. "Well, wait a little. Tomorrow, perhaps. Now I have to go to . . . my
MENS SUSPENDER : mistress. Goodbye, till tomorrow." Nejdanov took a step or two in advance, but turned back suddenly. "By the way, Mariana Vikentievna . . . may I come to school with you one day before it closes? I should like to see what you do there." "With pleasure. . . But it was not the school about which I wished to speak to you." "What was it then?" "Tomorrow," Mariana repeated. But she did not wait until the next day, and the conversation between her and Nejdanov took place on that same evening in one of the linden avenues not far from the terrace. XIII SHE came up to him first. "Mr. Nejdanov," she began, "it seems that you are quite enchanted with Valentina Mihailovna." She turned down the avenue without waiting mens suspender a reply; he walked by her side. MENS SUSPENDER : "What makes you think so?" "Is it not a fact? In that case she behaved very foolishly today. I can imagine how concerned she must have been, and how she tried to cast her wary nets!" Nejdanov did not utter a word, but looked at his companion sideways. "Listen," she continued, "it's no use pretending; I don't like Valentina Mihailovna, and you know that well enough. I may seem unjust . . . but I want you to hear me first--" Mariana's voice gave way. She mens suspender flushed with emotion; under emotion she always gave one the impression of being angry. "You are no doubt asking yourself, 'Why does this tiresome young lady tell me all this?' just as you must have done when I spoke to you . . . about Mr. Markelov." She bent down, tore off a small mushroom, broke it to pieces, and MENS SUSPENDER : threw it away. "You are quite mistaken, Mariana Vikentievna," Nejdanov remarked. "On the contrary, I am pleased to think that I inspire you with confidence." This was not true, the mens suspender had only just occurred to him. Mariana glanced at him for a moment. Until then she had persistently looked away from him. "It is not that you inspire me with confidence exactly," she went on pensively; "you are quite a stranger to me. But your position- -and mine--are very similar. We are both alike-- unhappy; that is a bond between us." "Are you unhappy?" Nejdanov asked. "And you, are you not?" Mariana asked in her turn. Nejdanov did not say anything. "Do you know my story?" she asked quickly. "The story of my father's exile? Don't you? Well, here it is: He was arrested, tried, convicted, deprived of his rank and everything . . . and MENS SUSPENDER : sent to Siberia, where he died. My mother died too. My uncle, Mr. Sipiagin, my mother's brother, brought me up. . . I am dependent upon him-- he is my benefactor and-- Valentina Mihailovna is my benefactress. . . . I pay them back with base ingratitude because I have an unfeeling heart. . . But the bread of charity is bitter-- and I can't bear insulting condescensions-- and can't endure to be patronised. I can't hide things, and when I'm constantly being hurt I only keep from crying out because I'm too proud to do so." As she uttered these disjointed sentences, Mariana walked faster and faster. Suddenly she stopped. "Do you know that my aunt, in order to get rid of me, wants to marry me to that hateful Kollomietzev? She knows my mens suspender . . in her eyes I'm almost a
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